Today is a big day.
Today is the first time that something I’ve written gets published not just on my blog.
Here’s an excerpt from my post, Enough with the Enoughs. The rest of it can be found on Quarterlife Woman.
“I’ve been teaching myself bad theology, that the only thing that matters is what people think of me and feel towards me- if men find me attractive, if women find me friend-worthy, if my coworkers find me dependable, if my family finds me faithful.
And I’m just now realizing that I am full to the hilt of fear.
I’ve read 1 John 4 just about every day this week, clinging to all of the truth that I can find.
Perfect love casts out all fear.
My fear is not just a lack of faith. It is a rejection of truth. It is the bold-faced belief of a lie: that God is not good, that He is not trustworthy, that He is not enough.
I never feel like enough. I never feel success though I chase it all day long.”